She's been and gone. It was an amazing few days, and I'm trying not to tell myself that it can't work. So scared right now. I should be at choir, but I just couldn't handle people.

I feel so alone right now. It's worse than usual. Even the bed smells like her.

I'm supposed to be going to Harrisbug on Sunday. I don't know if I'm going to get there ( Read more... )

I... I don't even know right now. I haven't talked to my parents in almost a month. I miss them like burning, frankly, but I think I've hit a stubborn pride moment. My parents, no matter how many times I tell them otherwise, seem to think that if I don't contact them, it's because I'm mad, and I'll 'come back when I'm ready'. At the moment, I'm ( Read more... )

I don't even know what I'm doing with this post. I honestly don't. I'm doing what I've done a million times before, trying to remind myself that there are people out there who care, reasons that I can't just give up ( Read more... )

Have you ever thought you knew something, and then all of a sudden realized that everything you knew was probably wrong ( Read more... )

I don't even know right now ( Read more... )

Some things ( Read more... )

Things are fucked up right now. As in... seriously fucked up.

I don't want to get into it, I really don't.

On a very different note, I put myself up to whore on help_haiti. I probably won't get anything, but my thread's hereLJ's running out, and frankly, I think my -brain- is running out. I don't want to do this anymore. I'm tired of it ( Read more... )

I'm thinking of taking a vacation ( Read more... )

I have so much that I really need to do right now, and no energy or drive to do any of it at all. I've been sleeping, staring at my laptop, and generally being of no use to anyone ( Read more... )